for the first time

for the first time, in our 4 years of knowing each other, we had a fight. a fight is not the right word i think. it's more me getting upset with him, and i showed it openly to him. and he knew it, and said it that i was upset. i thought he would be insensitive to it, but he wasn't. it was about expectations - mine not meeting up with his. and he knew that too, but of course he wouldn't give it. i am not sure how it's gonna go from here. we sort of made up after that, but he knew that i was still upset. and tried to be nice. i tried to be normal too, but i think it still showed. he has gone back today, to his other life. and i am here with my life. what is next? i am not sure.